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Impermanence

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 2, 2007, 3:07 PM
  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: The Cruxshadows: DreamCypher
  • Reading: MegaMix Gravitation..O.O!
  • Watching: Advent Children
  • Playing: Angels Feathers
  • Eating: Cookies...and Poki
  • Drinking: Waterrrrrrr
The veils of time grow thinner
with the passing years,
mending old wounds
and giving way to new ones.

I find that I now greet you with the embrace
of an old friend accustomed to your visits.
You bring with you all the memories
I didn't think to keep in my youth,
therefore binding me to you.

Your kindness reveals itself
in moments when the whole world
seems to have stopped in my pain,
and the only comfort I can find
is in your promise that all that is made shall fade.

And yet your cruelty unmasks itself as ruthlessly,
echoing every present moment of laughter with the innocent
laughter of my youth,
reminding me that nothing I have is for me to keep,
anything worth having is better off freed.

I have made and lost friends, homes and lovers
with only you at my side as a constant.
Yet I grow ever more aware of your shadow
slowly weighing itself upon me
as if you are afraid I would ever know
what it is like to be without you.

With each breath I learn to live with you,
that perforce,
I might more willingly embrace death,
and courageously wear these hidden scars bearing
the memories of mortal wounds.

Inasmuch as your existence has robbed me of time's treasures,
I gladly allow your presence to wash over me
keeping me mindful of the ease
with which this world of illusions can consume me
and drown me in the abyss of self breeding
nothing but endless desire and heartbreak.

Sweet, sweet Impermanence,
the world is lightened by your presence.

How else could the earth withstand
the weight of the myriad of broken hearts
buried within her womb?

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Meifu
  • Interests: Painting, Drawing, Clothing, Talking, Working, Loving.
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: Miyavi, DIRU, Kannivalism, Phantasmagora, Andrei Lanes, Static X, Korn, The Cruxshadows, Evanescence
  • Favourite genre of music: Japanese Rock, Metal, DreamSurfs, Techno, Trance
  • Favourite artist: Nene Thomas and Amy Brown
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer, Edgar Allan Poe, Yoko Matsushita, Anonymous, J.K. Rowling
  • Favourite photographer: Scott Lanes, SuicideGirls
  • Favourite style or digital art: Splatter Paint, Prisma Colors, Windows Tablettes
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: IPOD
  • Shell of choice: FFVII AC Kadaj Limited Edition Cover
  • Wallpaper of choice: Kadaj of FFVII:AC
  • Skin of choice: Muraki and Tsuzuki of Yami No Matsuei
  • Favourite game: Resident Evil 4, Final Fantasy VII, Kingdom Hearts II, Dirge of Cerberus, Shinobi
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, Game Boy Advance
  • Favourite cartoon character: Invader Zim and Gir!!!
  • Personal Quote: " Although..If You Think This Makes Us Friends..You're Wrong" -Muraki
  • Tools of the Trade: Prisma Colors, A4 paper, Mechanical Pencils, Tablets, Makeup and My Brain

Devious Comments

~shirawr:iconshirawr: Feb 16, 2008, 11:12:09 PM
Thank you for the fav (:
~silent--secrets:iconsilent--secrets: Jan 3, 2008, 7:14:31 PM
I don't wanna seem like I'm spamming, but I would like to know if you would read one of my friend's fanfictions? Lol... ^^;
If you don't want to that's fine. It's AkuRoku.

[link]

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"When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too. When you're gone the words I need to hear, to always make it through the day. And make it ok; I miss you."
~deathparade:icondeathparade: Dec 17, 2007, 7:04:12 PM
thanks for the fav dear!

^^ :heart:

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Im a new model. I got nothing inside..

proud member of S.A.M

:earth: :chainsaw:
~texchotyx:icontexchotyx: Dec 14, 2007, 4:56:10 AM
thanks for teh fave!

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*adiemus91:iconadiemus91: Dec 7, 2007, 8:53:11 AM
..and now thanks for the 3 more faves :blowkiss:

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(.)_(.) the crazy eyes sees you

Do you like green eggs and ham?

My drawings are not anime, they are animated
*adiemus91:iconadiemus91: Dec 6, 2007, 1:20:57 PM
Thanks alot for the :+fav: :thanks:

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(.)_(.) the crazy eyes sees you

Do you like green eggs and ham?

My drawings are not anime, they are animated
~2Face-Tattoo:icon2Face-Tattoo: Sep 12, 2007, 3:07:31 AM Mood: Joy
Thank you for the add or you comment to my Tattoo Art & Designs!!!

Please watch my new Site on [link]
~ladycorvina:iconladycorvina: Aug 30, 2007, 2:20:28 PM
Thanks for the fave!

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And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume.
~Lyn-Miss-Kittin:iconLyn-Miss-Kittin: May 15, 2007, 9:31:27 AM
thanks for the fav!!

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why spend your life making someone else's dreams?
~MischievousMartian:iconMischievousMartian: May 9, 2007, 7:04:58 AM
Thanks for the fav on [link] !

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The only thing worse than waking up to the alarm is waking up five minutes before the alarm.
~forbiddendaisy:iconforbiddendaisy: Apr 23, 2007, 5:26:59 AM
Thank you for the :+fav: ^^

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hate me.
*People-Pictures:iconPeople-Pictures: Apr 16, 2007, 3:55:46 PM
Hi there!

This is Lozzy, founder of People-Pictures, a brand new community for people-related photographs.

Please come and look at our profile and feel free to join! All the rules and explanations can be found on our profile!

In time we hope to build up a large gallery of some of the best photography on the site, which means more publicity to you and your work!

Hope to see you soon!

:D

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~Melindrea:iconMelindrea: Apr 11, 2007, 7:27:09 AM
Hey. Thanks for the fav! *hugggsss*

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Visit My Gallery Or Visit My Myspace
~Elphias:iconElphias: Feb 28, 2007, 8:28:08 PM
Thanks for the fave! Your kitty in "Thief" kind of looks like my Oliver! :)

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We must all face the choice between what is right and what is easy.
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~kage-kaku:iconkage-kaku: Jan 31, 2007, 8:35:03 PMComment hidden by Owner Mood: Longing
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~texchotyx:icontexchotyx: Jan 19, 2007, 5:20:23 AM
thanks for teh fave!! :hug:

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It always rains like hell on a loser's day parade
~TehnoPunker:iconTehnoPunker: Jan 15, 2007, 7:13:05 PM Mood: Wow!
nice galleri :clap:

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You can Knock me down but don`t think you can keep me down ill just geting up stonger that you can possibly imagine nobody said it will be easy but i`l continue to releas my forces to my own style of art. SO please chek out my gallery:boogie:
*jasmc44:iconjasmc44: Jan 2, 2007, 2:39:20 AM
Thanks for the Fav!!!! :D

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhmmmmmmm......Wait..What?
~oktober-nite:iconoktober-nite: Oct 12, 2006, 12:29:27 PM Mood: Thrilled
thanks 4 the fav!=)

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*don't u take life too seriously- u'll never get out of it alive*
*Eyes-of-Pandora:iconEyes-of-Pandora: Oct 7, 2006, 1:22:10 PM
you're very welcome...i just love your pictures, they're amazing..so much emotion, im glad that u r on my friends list..^_^

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" Although....If You Think This Makes Us Friends....Your Wrong "
=andaria:iconandaria: Oct 6, 2006, 1:53:46 PM
Thank you for adding me to your friendslist :glomp:
I appreciate it a lot :blowkiss:
:cuddle:

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~Puddy1323:iconPuddy1323: May 5, 2006, 11:02:45 AM
Thanks for the fav! :heart:

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Rayne Kohitsuji

I dream of forgotten thoughts and broken memories, and as I dream of these, my heart shatters to pieces.
~deathparade:icondeathparade: Apr 27, 2006, 1:02:34 PM
no no no no no no lol you dont have to change it at all

i was just asking a question dear<3

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Im a new model. I got nothing inside..

proud member of S.A.M

:earth: :chainsaw:
~deathparade:icondeathparade: Apr 11, 2006, 6:23:25 PM
i love you<333

i also miss you horribly, but that can be helped, unlike the later<333

my lovely amanda<33

i treasure you as well<3

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Im a new model. I got nothing inside..

proud member of S.A.M

:earth: :chainsaw:
=mmebuterfly:iconmmebuterfly: Apr 6, 2006, 6:38:15 AM
Thank u very much for the :+fav: :heart:

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